my cup

Three year jobversary

It’s been 3 years now at my job this month.  Weirdly enough, it still feels “new” to me. The past is still very much present in my thoughts. I’ve been through more than a dozen surgeries, depression, crap jobs, poor as hell-ness, and more, but nothing prepared me for the eight months of straight desperation […]

Waiting for it

Sometimes life feels like an infinite loop of that scene from Braveheart with Mel Gibson screaming “Hooooooold” as the armed horses are heading right for you. (Which is 20 years old now. You are old!) It’s been that sort of a month. Ever since Becky got her new job and I got my promotion, we’ve […]